What does christian life mean to you?

Real rough childhood,abuse (in every way)...not believing in God..... failed suicide attempts..still not believing in God.....meeting someone ....not believing in God....having children...going through domestic abuse....... experiencing death....realizing there is life after death there is a spirit that lives on...realizing how close I came to going to hell..realizing there is a God.....repenting...marriage to that someone(stopped living in sin).....baptism.... I know there is a God....still going through abuse...trusting God to help my marriage..God freed from physical abuse....God working on my husband drinking..Husband stopped drinking...learning the word together...God still working on husband with jealousy......... .spreading the word.....loving everyone...trying to share experience by any means necessary....waiting for God to work on kids faith...marriage.....Still trusting God for strength and wisdom........Never stop praying....taking til death due us part seriously...18 years, 7 kids later... God working with husband still...God making me stronger to stand up for myself......God making my husband realize when he sins with jealous accusations....me thanking God everyday...came a long way and still going.... God Bless everyone... All things are possible with God...God bless you for your strength...Keep walking in faith...you made me realize all...